My predictions about the futur

Well, world does not stand still and what is going be happen tomorrow I do not know. Time is greatest what we have and anything can change the future. Every our step must be smart and effective. But sometimes we think to ourselves that the past step is wrong…

Let me do some analysis of my predictions about the future. When I was a little girl I thought world is kind and perfect and all my dreams will come true. I had not specific purposes so I tried to study as much as I can for knowledge that could be useful for me in the future. At 8 years old I understood, people are not good and kind as I thought. Actually I knew it from 5 years old, so… Anyway I have become closed to everyone. I had not friends and I was lonely. Year by year were change the nothing. I did not see the happiness from this ugly world. I knew , people slowly destroy everything. At 14-15 years old I have got 2 new and best friends. But because of my parents I could not walk with them. At 17 I had depression. I wanted to end me everyday. I could not think about anything else. World for me were gray and I did not know how to live . After about 2 years I have won- the end of my depression. I finished high and art schools. World did not became good for me because I see a lot of injustice and misunderstanding even from my parents.

Now I am 19 years old and I do not imagine my future. I should find a new job to help my mother, but I can not find it. And that is why she is angry at me. And why I am afraid to get depression again. I am afraid because now my steps are important too. I am not those little girl who can do the nothing,enjoy the life and wait 'till her parents will find the exit from situation.

In conclusion,my prediction about the future is world slowly dying and I am happy that I will not alive at moment when people will destroy everything 'till the end. Now I do not regret about my past steps, but anyway I should be smarter to build my perfect life in future.